Some questions are disturbing me since my childhood. Who created this world? Does god exist? What is the purpose of life? I know that these are stupid questions. But I always get confused by them. I have got so many answers for these questions from different people around the world, from every religion, but every answer creates more questions and more confusion in my mind. Sometimes these answers make me laugh too.
According to me life is a mystery. Nobody can solve this. Scientists are doing so much effort to solve this mystery. And they think that one day they will be able to solve it. They think that they will be able to answer all the questions of life. But I think that it is not possible. I don’t know whether readers are agreeing with me or not, but I just want to share my insights.
So many people say that god created this world. Now this answer creates a new question about the existence of god. People say that god created this world to help humanity. This is a really stupid logic. God created humanity to help humanity. What is the purpose of all this? What was the need to create? It can’t be an answer.
A few others say that god created this whole world because he was feeling very lonely. Can you believe this logic? Is it possible that god can feel lonely? I think that somebody who feels lonely cannot be a god. It creates another question in my mind that what was god doing before he created this world? For eternity he had remained alone, and then suddenly he started feeling lonely. I think it was one of the most foolish answers. And if he was feeling lonely that what was the need to create so many people.
Then there are some other people who say that it is god’s leela, god’s play. Now this is a limit. What kind of play is this? People are killing each other without any reason. Just remember about Adolf Hitler, Mussolini, Joseph Stalin, Mao Zedong, Changez Khan, Tamoorlung, Nadirshah, Aurangzeb etc. Just think about Al-Qaeda, Hamas, Taliban, Hezbollah, Liberation Tiger of Tamil Eelam, Kurdistan Workers Party, FARC of Colombia, Jamaat Ansar Al-Sunna etc. Millions and millions of people are being massacred and it is god’s play? If there is any god then I want to ask him that why he is playing this game. What he wants to prove? He must stop this game now. It is enough now. We are not able to see it anymore. What kind of god you are? Why are you torturing people? Are you really enjoying this? You are not god, you must be an evil.
These answers are not helping me.